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  "name":"Cc. Antya 4.180",
  "h1":"Cc. Antya 4.180",
  "label":"Text 180",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 4.180",
  "description":"\"For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.\""

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Cc. Antya 4.180

Text

ei lāgi' tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya
ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya“

Synonyms

ei lāgi'—for this reason; tomā—you; tyāga karite—to reject; nā yuyāya—is not befitting; ghṛṇā-buddhi kari—I regard with hatred; yadi—if; nija-dharma yāya—I deviate from My duty.

Translation

“For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.”