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  "name":"Cc. Antya 4.139",
  "h1":"Cc. Antya 4.139",
  "label":"Text 139",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 4.139",
  "description":"\"In this way I am committing offenses at His lotus feet, for which I shall certainly not be delivered. At the same time, I cannot see Lord Jagannātha. This is my great unhappiness."

} —

Cc. Antya 4.139

Text

aparādha haya mora, nāhika nistāra
jagannātheha nā dekhiye,—e duḥkha apāra

Synonyms

aparādha—offense; haya—is; mora—mine; nāhika nistāra—there is no deliverance; jagannātheha—also Lord Jagannātha; nā dekhiye—I cannot see; e—this; duḥkha apāra—great unhappiness.

Translation

“In this way I am committing offenses at His lotus feet, for which I shall certainly not be delivered. At the same time, I cannot see Lord Jagannātha. This is my great unhappiness.