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  "name":"Cc. Antya 20.99",
  "h1":"Cc. Antya 20.99",
  "label":"Text 99",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 20.99",
  "description":"Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent."

} —

Cc. Antya 20.99

Text

śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari'
kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri

Synonyms

śrī-madana-gopāla—the Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana; more—me; lekhāya—causes to write; ājñā kari'—by giving the order; kahite—to say; nā yuyāya—is not befitting; tabu—still; rahite—to remain silent; nā pāri—I am not able.

Translation

Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.