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  "name":"Cc. Antya 19.52",
  "h1":"Cc. Antya 19.52",
  "label":"Text 52",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 19.52",
  "description":"\"Yet why should I be angry with Kṛṣṇa? It is the fault of My own misfortune. The fruit of my sinful activities has ripened, and therefore Kṛṣṇa, who has always been dependent on My love, is now indifferent. This means that My misfortune is very strong.\""

} —

Cc. Antya 19.52

Text

kṛṣṇe kene kari roṣa, āpana durdaiva-doṣa,
pākila mora ei pāpa-phala
ye kṛṣṇa—mora premādhīna, tāre kaila udāsīna,
ei mora abhāgya prabala“

Synonyms

kṛṣṇe—unto Kṛṣṇa; kene—why; kari roṣa—I am angry; āpana—of My own; durdaiva—of misfortune; doṣa—fault; pākila—has ripened; mora—My; ei—this; pāpa-phala—sinful reaction; ye—that; kṛṣṇa—Kṛṣṇa; mora—My; prema-adhīna—dependent on love; tāre—Him; kaila—has made; udāsīna—indifferent; ei mora—this is My; abhāgya—misfortune; prabala—very strong.

Translation

“Yet why should I be angry with Kṛṣṇa? It is the fault of My own misfortune. The fruit of my sinful activities has ripened, and therefore Kṛṣṇa, who has always been dependent on My love, is now indifferent. This means that My misfortune is very strong.”