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  "name":"Cc. Antya 19.51",
  "h1":"Cc. Antya 19.51",
  "label":"Text 51",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 19.51",
  "description":"\"He for whom I have left everything is personally killing Me with His own hands. Kṛṣṇa has no fear of killing women. Indeed, I am dying for Him, but He doesn't even turn back to look at Me. Within a moment, He has broken off our loving affairs."

} —

Cc. Antya 19.51

Text

saba tyaji' bhaji yāṅre, sei āpana-hāte māre,
nārī-vadhe kṛṣṇera nāhi bhaya
tāṅra lāgi' āmi mari, ulaṭi' nā cāhe hari,
kṣaṇa-mātre bhāṅgila praṇaya

Synonyms

saba tyaji'—leaving everything aside; bhaji yāṅre—the person whom I worship; sei—that person; āpana-hāte—by His own hand; māre—kills; nārī-vadhe—in killing one woman; kṛṣṇera—of Kṛṣṇa; nāhi bhaya—there is no fear; tāṅra lāgi'—for Him; āmi mari—I die; ulaṭi'—turning back; nā cāhe hari—Kṛṣṇa does not look; kṣaṇa-mātre—within a moment; bhāṅgila—has broken; praṇaya—all loving affairs.

Translation

“He for whom I have left everything is personally killing Me with His own hands. Kṛṣṇa has no fear of killing women. Indeed, I am dying for Him, but He doesn't even turn back to look at Me. Within a moment, He has broken off our loving affairs.