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  "label":"Text 151",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 4.151",
  "description":"\"I came here for my benefit,\" he said, \"but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day."

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Cc. Antya 4.151

Text

“hita lāgi' āinu muñi, haila viparīta
sevā-yogya nahi, aparādha karoṅ niti niti

Synonyms

hita lāgi'—for benefit; āinu muñi—I came; haila viparīta—it has become just the opposite; sevā-yogya nahi—I am not fit to render service; aparādha karoṅ—I commit offenses; niti niti—day after day.

Translation

“I came here for my benefit,” he said, “but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.