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  "name":"Cc. Antya 4.140",
  "h1":"Cc. Antya 4.140",
  "label":"Text 140",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 4.140",
  "description":"\"I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.\""

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Cc. Antya 4.140

Text

hita-nimitta āilāṅa āmi, haila viparīte
ki karile hita haya nāri nirdhārite“

Synonyms

hita-nimitta—for benefit; āilāṅa—came; āmi—I; haila viparīte—it has become just the opposite; ki karile—how; hita haya—there will be benefit; nāri nirdhārite—I can not ascertain.

Translation

“I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.”