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  "name":"Cc. Ādi 4.249",
  "h1":"Cc. Ādi 4.249",
  "label":"Text 249",
  "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Ādi-līlā 4.249",
  "description":"\"In this way My affectionate feelings for Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory."

} —

Cc. Ādi 4.249

Text

ei mata anubhava āmāra pratīta
vicāri' dekhiye yadi, saba viparīta

Synonyms

ei mata—in this way; anubhava—affectionate feelings; āmāra—My; pratīta—understood; vicāri'—by consideration; dekhiye—I see; yadi—if; saba—everything; viparīta—contrary.

Translation

“In this way My affectionate feelings for Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory.