—json {
"name":"Cc. Antya 4.180", "h1":"Cc. Antya 4.180", "label":"Text 180", "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 4.180", "description":"\"For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.\""
} —
ei lāgi' tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya
ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya“
ei lāgi'—for this reason; tomā—you; tyāga karite—to reject; nā yuyāya—is not befitting; ghṛṇā-buddhi kari—I regard with hatred; yadi—if; nija-dharma yāya—I deviate from My duty.
“For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.”