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"name":"Cc. Antya 20.99", "h1":"Cc. Antya 20.99", "label":"Text 99", "title":"Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā 20.99", "description":"Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent."
} —
śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari'
kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri
śrī-madana-gopāla—the Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana; more—me; lekhāya—causes to write; ājñā kari'—by giving the order; kahite—to say; nā yuyāya—is not befitting; tabu—still; rahite—to remain silent; nā pāri—I am not able.
Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.